Wednesday, October 24, 2007

When Do you Know that the Decision is the Right one?!?! So...I've encountered a major point in my life and I made my decision.  And now, I have no idea if that's the right one.  So how do you know that the decision is the right one for you? There are so many people that tell me one thing and then they end up doing another. Which one am I supposed to believe?  The fact that they tell me, or do I look towards their actions louder?!? I have two more months of school.  TWO! And now is the worst time in my life to stress.  Everything is just starting to go up...and then it all goes down.  When the person you thought you could depend on the most...wait...lemme rephrase that.  The person that you need to depend on the most is the one to let you down the worst.  But that's okay. Maybe with this lesson it's what I need to confirm that I don't need him.  But yet there's a part of me that still holds on.  So what am I to do? Is there anyone out there who can tell me? Or advise me? Cause I'm totally at a loss of words. I'm hungry, and I don't care to eat.  I'm tired, but I can't sleep.  So what am I supposed to do? Metro is happening this Saturday.  And with only 3 days away, I really don't feel like going anymore.  This whole weather change...it's taking a huge ass toll on me >_<  I think I'm starting to get sick.  Time to bundle up. It's getting cold outside.