Friday, February 29, 2008

Effects of Pregnancy I have NEVER felt the way I am feeling now...And frankly I don't know if it is a good thing or a bad thing.  I just wish I knew the reason why I feel the way I feel.  Serenity is starting to kick more often now.  It's so weird...neat, but weird all at the same time.  So many things are going through my  mind.  Like how am I going to be a mommy? Half the people I meet tell me that as time goes by I'll get the hang of it. Is it true?  I just wish I knew.  In this case, I bet if you give me a handbook on how to be a mommy, I'd still suck.  I don't know...This week has been a terrible and emotional rollercoaster for me.  So many things are going on...Mommy and Daddy are planning their trip to Vietnam...and it's either going to be right before Serenity's birth...or after.  I don't think they are going to be here for her one month celebration.  oh well...