Things Don't Turn Out the Way We Want
There are things in life that we have to accept. For example, whenever I purchase a powerball ticket, I want to win. Lord knows its a slim chance that I will win. Or if I meet a cute guy, we hit it off, started dating...I want it to last forever. That was epic fail. Numerous times. Sure I'm going to cry and wallow away in my sadness cause the "so called love of my life" and I didn't work out, but that doesn't mean that its always gonna be like that.
I've learned that things dont always turn out the way that we want. So what do I do when that happens? Have faith that things will eventually look up for me. Exactly when? Who knows. But it won't stop me from living my life and being happy.
So I lost a love. He is now a great friend. I try to think of the good that is in my life. Great friends and amazing family who has been by my side. They tell me things and yell at me, but I know its all because they <3 me. I have a stable job that tests my patience, but its paying my bills and my peers are always on hand to keep me sane. Not only that but I have a gorgeous baby girl. I pray that every decision I make will be right by her. She will never remember anything and I will never forget. Although things with her dad didn't work out, it doesn't change how we feel towards her.
As for me, I'm not sure. I'm just working. Coming home to serenity. I try to scrapbook and do other crafts, but I have no motivation or inspiration to do it. Lately I've just been in my own little world. Taking it in one day at a time.
Or at least trying to. Not working all to well though. Unfortunately. But I will survive.
I know that one day all my dreams will come true. I just have to wait patiently.
I've learned that things dont always turn out the way that we want. So what do I do when that happens? Have faith that things will eventually look up for me. Exactly when? Who knows. But it won't stop me from living my life and being happy.
So I lost a love. He is now a great friend. I try to think of the good that is in my life. Great friends and amazing family who has been by my side. They tell me things and yell at me, but I know its all because they <3 me. I have a stable job that tests my patience, but its paying my bills and my peers are always on hand to keep me sane. Not only that but I have a gorgeous baby girl. I pray that every decision I make will be right by her. She will never remember anything and I will never forget. Although things with her dad didn't work out, it doesn't change how we feel towards her.
As for me, I'm not sure. I'm just working. Coming home to serenity. I try to scrapbook and do other crafts, but I have no motivation or inspiration to do it. Lately I've just been in my own little world. Taking it in one day at a time.
Or at least trying to. Not working all to well though. Unfortunately. But I will survive.
I know that one day all my dreams will come true. I just have to wait patiently.
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