Hello my baby!
Mommy has something to tell you. And mommy does not plan on telling this to anyone else but you. Only you are going to know the true feelings that your daddy feels for me. If anyone else knows this, they will never allow me to go and make us a family. I guess that's more of a reson for me to say something to others. Do you know through, Mommy's ex boyfriend (Nhat) has been a great friend. Even though he's not my boyfriend anymore. I know if anything is bothering me, I can go to Nhat and he can calm me down. Your father on the other hand, mostly makes it worse for me. Your father thinks that I cheated on him. I didn't, but I can't change the way your father feels. He feels that I'm weak and that I'm not going to be a good mother. Little does he know, I am going to be a better Mommy to you than he will be a father. Mommy's had a few doctor's appointments that your father said he would come with me. The day came and he never goes. False hope huh Baby? Don't worry. No matter what happens with your father and I, you will always have me. Not only that, but you'll also have Auntie Mommy and Daddy Martin, Uncle Timmy and Auntie Oanh, we don't know about your Auntie Emaly....but you have your Auntie Nhi. I think in a sense you Auntie Nhi is more excited about you than I am. Ha ha! Not even here and you are already loved by so many. Julie, Lindy, Mrs. Latimer, Mr. Morgan - So many people who has never met you, loves you. Especially me! No one will ever take you away from me. I promise. Especially not your father. I'm sorry! Everything is happening like this. Just know that you are loved. It may not be from the people that I would want to love you, but it's okay. We all care for you one way or another.
Love always,
Mommy
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