Sunday, March 23, 2008

Thoughts On My Mind.... Lately my mind has been overworking. Things are just getting to the point where I have no idea what I am thinking about anymore. I find myself being jealous of someone who I do not even know. And it's not because of the guy that she's with...but more of what they have. It seems as if what I want...she has with her someone. So I sit and wonder... When will it be my turn? I guess this waiting is a result of past relationships that I stupidly caused to end. 2 long distance relationships back-to-back, down the drain... and now I have a local boyfriend, a baby on the way and yet this relationship seems so far from where I was hoping it would be. I guess my romantic views are starting to take a turn on my mind and it sucks that the way I imagined it is not happening.