Confessions of a Single Mother

Welcome to Dear Serenity. An online journal I am keeping for my baby girl. I hope that as she grows older she will see how much she is loved by everyone and some major events that happened in her life. Something she will never remember, but I will never forget.

Thursday, April 17, 2008


8 weeks left

So with 8 weeks left, I have yet to get my daughter anything. Kinda feel like a bad mother being so unprepared...but then again, I'm still trying to take care of myself.
I really wish I hadn't maxed out all of my credit cards now....oh well...one of life's lessons.

I've come to the conclusion that I should hope for the best and expect the worst when it comes to Serenity's father. It's a shame that there are other people that cares more for the well-being of me and our daughter than her own father. I guess not all girls can be lucky to have that "special guy." And here I thought Ricky was that "special" apparently, I was seeing the wrong "special." He is...just in a totally different light than what anyone would come to expect of him. I really am looking forward to seeing him "change" after Serenity comes (since everyone believes that he'll magically become a father when she pops out...here I was under the impression that when I found out I was pregnant she existed. But hey, who am I to argue with stubborn hardheaded people like her father?)...but as I stated before...I'm hoping for the best...and expecting the worst.

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