Confessions of a Single Mother

Welcome to Dear Serenity. An online journal I am keeping for my baby girl. I hope that as she grows older she will see how much she is loved by everyone and some major events that happened in her life. Something she will never remember, but I will never forget.

Sunday, May 4, 2008


5 weeks left...

After this week, I'll be heading to the doctors every week until I deliver Serenity. With only five weeks left in this pregnancy, I still am unsure what lies ahead for both Serenity and me. I try to keep my mind off how stressful I am and how everything will work itself out eventually...but yet at the same time I can't help but be afraid that something will happen and things will all crumble.

Ricky and I...I don't even know how to describe us. I don't even know how to begin to describe us except right now...we're Serenity's parents.

Baby classes are Tuesday and Wednesday and this time I think I'll have to attend it alone. Ricky doesn't want to go...and yet at the same time I really don't wish to go by myself, but I don't have a choice.

Working at Cox is really starting to get stressful on me. I don't know if it's the fact that I'm nervous about going into labor and becoming a mommy...or if other things are factoring into the situation. It's as if things just keep getting worse and worse...and when I think they get better...they just go downhill.
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