Chapter One Closed.

Tuesday May 24,  2011

Dear Serenity,
It's finally done.  It's taken Mommy almost three years but I did it. I did it for you baby girl.  Daddy now owes you $458.00 every month.  The system calculates child support so weird.  I don't think I will ever get it but hey, that's what the lawyers for :)
The lawyer called Daddy to the stand to verify some information.  They had previously sent Daddy some interrogation papers and of course, your father didn't return it as requested.  He wrote out his work history...and I couldn't help but notice how he listed that from August 2009 - April 2010 he listed he was unemployed.  Okay, no biggie right? BUT the reason why he was unemployed?! At my request so that he can watch you...umm...Kim was watching you through that entire time. Then it dawned on me! That was the exact months that I was with Darren and your Daddy wanted NOTHING to do with us.  Apparently your Daddy felt that I was being unreasonable and did not give him time to heal from a broken heart...I know I didn't cause Daddy to have a broken heart...he never really loved me. He loved you though...but not enough to try to see you since I had a new boyfriend. Ironic, isn't it?!  Then he said he worked at Performance for six months?! That's another lie! Your Daddy does not have the greatest of memories. Wonder why that is...O_o Oh, I believe your aunt Crystal is coming to visit you. Supposedly she should be here this weekend, but who knows.  Hope you enjoy your time with your Daddy this weekend.  I hope that as time goes by, you are not so sad whenever you come home.
Thelma was with your Daddy again. Amazingly it seems as if he is truly happy and for that I am happy for the both of them.  Everyone deserves to be happy.  We've found our happiness with Ramon, haven't we baby girl?! And for that I will forever be grateful for Ramon. 
Ramon and I will be starting the second chapter in my life.  And I want you to know that just because I am with Ramon, it does not mean that I love you any less.  Similar to your Daddy. Just because he's with Thelma does not mean that he loves you any less.  We both love you in our own little ways and I hope that as you grow older you realize that.
Apparently Daddy is starting his own clothing line.  I wish him the best of luck with his endeavor.  Just like Mommy and yourself, he also deserves nothing but the best. No matter what may happen, no matter how many ugly text messages he may send me telling me he hates me...or he only wants to deal with me when it comes to you...I will still wish him nothing but the best. Why?! I don't know. I'm too kind? Maybe I have too big of a heart O_o? Well, regardless of whatever the reason may be...Best wishes for all around ^_^

I've said this before and I am going to say it forever...you look more and more like your Daddy every day.  And yet you act more and more like me.  I don't know if that is a good thing or a bad thing yet...but whatever it comes out...it's great either way.

As you grow older, never let anyone ever tell you that neither Mommy or Daddy don't love you. Don't let them make you think that no one cares because you have plenty of people that care for you.  We all care for you and we all love you.

Especially me.
Hugs and kisses baby girl,
Mommy