Dear Serenity,
What can I say? Your Daddy is a character. Here is a picture that I happen to find.
I DARE him to tell me that you are not his now. That was one flaw that your Daddy never got over. Whenever we would get into an argument he would tell me that you were not his daughter. I never fought back on it cause he knew well enough that you are. So what would I tell him? Simple, if he feels that you are not his, then DON'T bother us anymore. Of course, he knows he's your Daddy. What can he say now? Nothing.
I wonder if I am the only one who sits and wonder...I hope that as time goes by that everything between your Daddy and I will get better. I don't think that is the case. Maybe I'm hoping for something short of a miracle. Is it maybe because only one of us is happy? If your Daddy is truly happy would he still be this bitter towards me? Who knows right? someone told me that even if he was happy, there can still be resentful towards me. Just know that this has nothing to do with you. It's just sad that you really can't depend on your father for anything. This is the time that you need him the most.
You are starting to learn the alphabet. Its kind of cut. We have a little ritual u and I. I would lay with you in bed and I would sing the abc while you fall asleep. Instead of finishing up the song singing, "now know my abcs, next time you sing with me" you and sing "now we've sung our abcs, its time to close our eyes and go to sleep." You've picked up on it and when I ask you to sing for me you are too cute for words. As you can see, the video is my proof of you singing. This is some good blackmail stuff wouldn't you say? Just know that I love you!!!
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